Craxzy People. Craxzy Thoughts

2010-10-28T21:07:00.000+08:00

Blog will be down for a long time till WHEN I FEEL LIKE POSTING!

Its hard.w.are.

2010-10-20T00:50:00.002+08:00

1week since school reopens... topics are boring and filled with tons of jargons...
reading up searching reading up...
Seriously i rather they give us some sort of resources to read beforehand rather than letting us fish the needle from the ocean... sigh... worst part of all is that the information are similar... and with common words that is hard to search when goggled.. Wrong wrong wrong... So imagine spending much of the time searching for the info which turns out wrong... FRUSTRATING...
My daily grades are also at risk...
SIGH!

Facis are unkind...
Either they are strict and rigid...
Or they are nag alot and refuse to let us go home early and keep dragging the time till it reaches the dot... awful.
I confessed that I really did worked harder than previous sems..
apparently luck issnt at my side..

Which comes to the question What is luck???

Luck - the force that seems to operate for good or ill in a person's life, as in shaping circumstances, events, or opportunities.

So its a kind of force that help shapes things in a good way...
then why is it a force?
can it be a one time occurrence?
an invisible force that helps people?
What about invisible force that harms people?
Bad luck - which is a force that does not help us to shape things in a good way?
how does it work?
is it predetermined?
if its not predetermined then how so does one certain person had tat luck when others doesnt have?
if it is predetermined then to what extend can i say that becos that force... even if we do this or tat action... nothing will change that we having this luck happening?
does free will exist or determinism or fatalism or simply Defeatism?????

ARGH><

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Go bac to indulge my dramas and mangas and animes...
Running man is awesome~ *a pity its going to end soon*

Quotes Project

2010-07-31T02:03:00.002+08:00

Reading around.
Surfing around.
And those quotes seems really... enlightening...

Lets get some wisdom through some quotes from some...
FAMOUS and old... AND dead... humans.
And this time we will only focus on 1 area...
Reflection!
Skim through and enjoy it...
Opinions need not be voiced as it shall be a subjective one...
Jus reflect on it and take some time to think...
*dunno them thoses old ppl nvm de... afterall their names doesnt matter, but what their insights are matters*

PRESENTING:
Old people #1
Cicero

Appetitus Rationi Pareat

Advice is judged by results, not by intentions.

Art is born of the observation and investigation of nature.

If you aspire to the highest place, it is no disgrace to stop at the second, or even the third, place.

A friend is, as it were, a second self.

The life of the dead is placed in the memory of the living.

You may trust him in the dark.

Their silence cries aloud.

Old people #2
Socrates

The unexamined life is not worth living.

To find yourself, think for yourself.

Children nowadays are tyrants. They contradict their parents, gobble their food, and tyrannise their teachers.

We can easily forgive a child who is afraid of the dark; the real tragedy of life is when men are afraid of the light.

The hottest love has the coldest end.

I know nothing except the fact of my ignorance.

Old people #3
Plato

There is no such thing as a lovers' oath.

Good people do not need laws to tell them to act responsibly, while bad people will find a way around the laws.

If a man neglects education, he walks lame to the end of his life.

Ignorance, the root and stem of all evil.

Justice means minding one's own business and not meddling with other men's concerns.

Know one knows whether death, which people fear to be the greatest evil, may not be the greatest good.

You can discover more about a person in an hour of play than in a year of conversation.

Old people #4
Carl Jung

Children are educated by what the grown-up is and not by his talk.

In all chaos there is a cosmos, in all disorder a secret order.

It all depends on how we look at things, and not how they are in themselves.

It is a fact that cannot be denied: the wickedness of others becomes our own wickedness because it kindles something evil in our own hearts.

The word "belief" is a difficult thing for me. I don't believe. I must have a reason for a certain hypothesis. Either I know a thing, and then I know it - I don't need to believe it.

The word "happiness" would lose its meaning if it were not balanced by sadness.

We should not pretend to understand the world only by the intellect. The judgement of the intellect is only part of the truth.

Nobody, as long as he moves about among the chaotic currents of life, is without trouble.

Your vision will become clear only when you can look into your own heart. Who looks outside, dreams; who looks inside, awakes.

This is wat im ending wif..

NEXT!!!

- Sem 1 coming to an end. Counting down 2 weeks.
- UT2 all done.., left UT3
- Java assignment #2 handed. Presentation on Tue 12.30.
- PP approved, left presentation and poster making.
- Module selection done, left result, hope i get wat i want.
But regretted my choice... Should have taken....
C363: Financial and Banking Applications I
or
C361: Manufacturing and Logistics Systems I
Then by the following year I can have a chance to take
C364 : Financial and Banking Applications II
or
C362 : Manufacturing and Logistics Systems II
Sigh...

Survive my last few weeks!!!
I can because I MUST!!!

Victor.Frankinstine.Project.

2010-07-24T02:18:00.004+08:00

"Gradually we become tired pf the old, of what we safely possess, and we stretch out our hands again. Even the most beautiful scenery is not longer assured of our love after we have lived in it for 3 months. and some more distant coast attracts our avarice: possessions are generally diminished by possession." - Nietzsche

Love is an ambiguous thing...
Love more and crave more and thus showing that you lack of love and thus you had to search for more love...
Either a eternal searching process that does not involve changes that applies that you want to find your (poetically speaking) other half or destine one and that your love for that will be opps.. FOREVER (hate this word).... or that it is a eternal search for something different that is from what the this upper part of blog's paragraph wrote...
Its really up to you...

Suckers...

Be like victor here...
he made a monster of his own..
U can be a better & more improvise version of him...
Make a more beautiful, tailor made "lover"?
Then you can make it love you which settles the part for eternal searching process that does not involve changes....
And you can dump it or remake it by input new personalities and sorta...
Which also can settle the part where you got bored of the "lover" and wants to find new ones...

Humans... all too Humans...
Awesomely dead...

DPDP

2010-07-14T00:03:00.002+08:00

i think most of u will noe this...
DPDP = different ppl different perceptive.
Year 1s' LOVES to use it...
Reminds me of how my class presentation will go by the retorting of the faci's qns with DPDP...
its like a classic...
A must use thing in RP~

Life is still the same...
I slack whenever i can...
Do watever i needed to do with the least effort and attention.
Thinking about skipping and partial-ling classes jus for the sake of having the impulses and the desire to do so...
at the same time hoping tat the world will jus end...
blahh...

Some ppl are too sensitive while others are simply too thick..
im the thick one!!!
And did i not mention tat im crazy... and absent-minded??

Im officially a yaoi-fan-girl...
If u despise me...
U can go fuck yourself off...
I like guy X guy...
Cos its interesting...
I see it as a form of art...
Its like to 2 hands drawing each other hand...

http://kafee.files.wordpress.com/2009/10/drawing_hands.jpg

Seems logical??
Nope...
See how 2 hands are drawing at the same time...
How can 1 hand be drawing another hand if it doesnt exist at 1st to draw the other hand without being drawn by the other hand...
Get it???
NVM~
It is how i felt of yaoi~~~
not Logical but irrational and awesomely interesting...

WEEEEEE~~~~~

Things to do...
UTs... Java assignment#2 (freaking la... #1 already make me @@.. now theres #2)
PP (if approve YAY... if not approve... im in serious trouble...)....
And lastly... HOLIDAYS...
IM SERIOUSLY COUNTING DOWN...
AND IM SERIOUSLY THINKING OF SKIPPING CLASS...
OMG!!!

I need a strong faith and passion and determination to do tat....
TO GO SCHOOL!!!
nvm.. i dun have it anyway...
Ciao... im cutting class... go home and sleep...

Rights

2010-06-16T13:01:00.004+08:00

Why cant i choose to do what i like?
Why am i restricted?
Time is something so luxury that i couldn't afford to have.
I'm poor.
In terms of materially and mentally.
I don't own knowledge.
I don't own gadgets/property/materials.
I don't even own myself.

Juz waiting. Still.

2010-05-22T18:07:00.003+08:00

I'm currently waiting for my subs and some to release.
What subs and release u may ask me.
Japanese and Korean mainly. Although there is some... exceptions.
Manga, Anime, Dramas... mostly...
It is freaking killing me.
I meant the waiting.

Starting to detest going to school.
Grades are struck with Cs. and only Cs.
Fuck them. All of them.
Classmates started to bond...
Maybe too well.
I hate bondings...

Grey anatomy season 6 ended with A BANG~
The guy went firing around.
He said he bought his gun in a supermarket and the ammos were on discount so he bought more...
Nice~
Bang he goes Bang he goes...
Wonder if I could... Neh this is SG...

I wan to watch some shows but idk y the connection is so sucky...
Eks.

Things needed to deal with:
1) UTs
2) Object Oriented Programming (OOP) assignment
3) PP scope

Sianz I just want to slack~

Suffocated

2010-05-11T02:04:00.002+08:00

Do you have times when you just feel that you are suffocating?
That you are trapped, confined and that you are trying hard to breathe as normal as you can but in your heart, your body herself, knows that every time you breathe, you are grasping as much air as you can get, but you just cant seem to get enough no matter how much you had taken in. Your mind cant think properly, either because of lacking of oxygen or that purely, you are delirium. A strong urge of just to stand up and leave seems like the only option to, break out of this suffocating situation.
But rationally, somewhere in you tells you that you cant, you cant just leave like that, you simply cant leave. You struggle, whether to get air or to think properly, it doesn't matter. You will try fidgeting around to find a better position to reposition yourself and at the same time you start wondering about possibilities, of what will happen if you get out this instant, will I feel better? Where should I go? What will happen if I have gone? etc.
These action-less and unnecessary thinking dies down and arise up and dies down again repeatedly. Like a vicious cycle, a loop with no false command to it and that it will go repeat itself over and over again, countless of times.
But, there, in fact, had no option in the first place. You are suffocating because you know you cant get out in the first place, that you dilemma was needless. The conclusion is already there and yet you simply didn't had the heart to accept it.
You start to be irritated at every single thing. Blaming everything and anything. Faces, people, their voices, laughter, the tiny and slightest movement they made. All of those, you just wanna either shut them out or leave the place and away from that all. It was probably aren't their fault, you know it. But they will always be wrong to you. They are the cause. For if they are right, then what am I?
A failure to being with? A runner? A loser?
Then what am I to believe in myself when I am wrong myself?
Is this about self-esteem or is it about existence of self or is it about a crazy person and her whining or grumblings?
It is up to you to think what it is.
But if you once felt that way then please reflect on it and we can discuss on it.

Java.Confession

2010-05-10T01:58:00.004+08:00

Tat thing was pure irritating shit...
I cant do it!!!
CANT!!!
So here I am... pondering whether should I skip or should I not skip...
Evil piece of shit...

Java = shit
Understandable?
Totally.
Java = ASM good at it?
Understandable?
Totally. NOT!

Thought of reading up on Java on sat or sun (8/5 or 9/5)
But as u all know...
I didnt...
I slept, eat, slack, downloaded tons of non-educational softwares tat meant to degrade my intelligence and get me addicted to computer games...
Spent time... precious time on useless stuffs which are mention above.
I seriously should study at least a bit of Java...
But i didnt.
I feel guilty and obligated to study for it since the UT is near...
But still I didnt.

I feel like running away from it.
Run.Devil.Run.
Avoiding all those.
ALL.

Suddenly thought of this:

I am once a white blank paper waiting to be filled.
Since being made, hope of me being an important one was instilled in me.
Into all others.
I thought so too.
I believed it once, naively too.
Like all other papers.
But the flaws in me shows that I not the ones.
That my purpose was not for the greater good.
That I cant be part of an essay or a book.
Instead, I became used as a waste paper.
Wasted.

But a 2nd chance was given.
I was recycled.
Hope rise.
But I didnt realized that,
Hope was a cruel thing,
Esp when it is to papers like me.
I was crushed.
Awaiting for my fate of being recycled.

In the end,
I still cant be the white paper that I envied to be.
No matter how hard I tried,
No matter how many times of being,
Reused and recycled.
The difference is still there.
I can hide it,
I can conceive myself that I am a paper,
A useful one.
By increasing in quality and other enhancements.
That I can eventually be,
like,
the same as those white papers.
But the difference are there.
Lay bare and opened for others to view.
Its there.
Forever.

Nothing will change in the end.
I will remain the fate of being recycled again.
Cos I am nothing more than the white paper,
and that I am nothing less than a recycled one.
I am just,
A waste paper,
A recyclable one.
A wasted once before potential white paper,
But now a less or to nothing important recyclable one.

Depressing world.

It 2am.
4 more hrs to school.
I'm still infornt of the computer.
Still.
Pondering on the same questions.
I had asked myself countless of times on this questions.
Still.
I didnt have a certain answer.
Still.
Still.
Still.

I always do things half-heartedly.
I always do.
Neither here nor there.
Neither black or white.
Neither good or bad.
Always liked tat part of me.
But it doesnt mean it will apply to all parts of me.
Still.
Still.
Still.

I think if 1 day, I have a choice, I will want to be a mental patient.
I will certainly be a good one.
I can succeed in doing it well.
I can finally be good at something.
I will not be neither here nor there.
Cos being mental is being neither here nor there.
Mental.
Still.
Mental.

Okay. I'm going to school.
And get my ass-kicked by Java.

If I could...

2010-04-20T23:46:00.002+08:00

If i could love... i will,
If i could hate... i will,
If i could, If i could, If i could...

It all seems so hypothetic... All words... Solely ideas... False hopes?... Sketchy thoughts?... Unforeseeable future?... Reflections?... Heaven?... God?...

Its the "If" that makes it all so... like an unattainable reality... a dream.
What can turn the dream into a reality?
The answer is: THE MEDIUM

The medium in this case is the thing that makes it a reality, can be courage, actions, efforts, chance or even luck?

IDK IDK IDK...

Had a great time with cliques... Despite waiting for more than 2hrs and had suffered from fatigue, hunger and headaches.... ya... fun... saw monkey... Wan report ppl to STOMPS... noises... and nostalgic shouts and beating from certain... D.I.A.N.A.... and the urge to move my table and chairs away from... HAHAHA^^
All well... All well...

Last but not least... Happy bday mutter 21st <3<3<3~

Free.day

2010-04-16T22:00:00.004+08:00

1st day of sch was a total chaos...
Met alot of ppl...
Class was... not bad???
Everything seems.. up till now... FINE?
Eat dinner wif baka, hs and peier...
Realised tat baka is super baka...

LOL

At nite had a slight headache so i ate the med tat my yr sis took from the polyclinic when she faked her illness...
Didnt really help wif my headache BUT it surely does make u super drowsy...
I fell asleep a few mins after taking it...
Drowsy...

I suspected what the hell is the med so i researched the names of the ingredients...
Paracetamol and Orphenadrine...
DIAO!!!

Friday is my free.day
Woke up at ard 10
Play computer games the whole day...
Nice and relaxing...
Plan to read my books...
But wif my grandma singing and nagging me...
No mood...
So instead i indulged myself with computer games and ear-deafening musics...

Kylie Minogue - Can't Get You Out Of My Head

Makes you hyper~
Old songs sometimes jus have the magic to make u roll~
Lalala lalalalala~

Found some drawings which i drew out of boredom when i was taking the 1st aid classes... BTW shaz was there too...

Maybe. Maybe not.

2010-03-31T08:34:00.002+08:00

Currently eating an apple while blogging.
Current mood is super super anger and feeling like venting my anger on anything and everything. But at the same time my brain is telling me not to do it as it is rationalizing everything my anger wants to do. Which means they are sorta having a internal debate.
Sch is reopening.
Hope that the world have more wars, conflicts, death and causalities, suicides and more trees.
Wants to cut my brain out and examine it myself? and study it closely and sew it back and be alive.
Gibberish talks.

Amazing how .... people can be.
They are wrong. We are wrong. I am wrong.

Last but not least. I threw the eaten apple out the window, hoping to kena someone...
Neh... JK
My brain wins the debate.

Mini Lib

2010-03-16T22:26:00.002+08:00

Bought lots of books.
13 books to be exact.
Broke.
Don't ask how much i spent, cos i will reply with one word: "LOTS".

1 book in particular named Nausea - Jean Paul Satre.
Cant find it.
Shopkeepers answers are all the same. "NO STOCK"
EEKS.
Argh i wan tat book!!!
Ma ne~

Havent open the plastic wrappers for most of the books.
They looked too cute to open~
New new de~ WEEEEEeeee

Started reading Sophie's World - Jostein Gaarder
"Who are you?" and "where does the world comes from?" are sorta the focus of the book.

Tomorrow(17/3) I shall FORCE myself to get started with the driving book for BTT.
Cos my BTT is on Thurs 18/3. Marvelous. Im gg to fail.
But miracles do happen right?
Do they?
Do they not?
Hope so cos the need to go bac the center to register again and wait for at least 2-3 months to re-take my BTT sounds annoying and MAN FAN!!!

My brain seems empty and blank.
I couldnt care less and I couldnt think more.
Therefore Im definitely interested in existentialism.

Rose is a rose is a rose is a rose. - means "things are what they are"
So lets take things nice and slow, go with the flow and let it be.
Process is what we will remember for life and reminisce in future.
Conclusion is what we sought and desire for.
If its good it changes my life,
If its bad it affects my life.

CNY-> SCH HOLI-> THEN WAT???

2010-02-17T23:24:00.002+08:00

CNY
Had a great time playing cared wif my friends who come up wif companies and companies and had tons of investors investing all ard...

CH HOLI
Started quite a period of time....

THEN WAT?
Havent got a clue in wat i should do during my holidays...
1) Read? But had to find books to read.
2) Shop for books... ? No need to cos i found out tat we can online buy books through Kinokuniya and I can either pay through payment upon delivery or choose to collect it at the store. Sounds cool. But didnt dare to try it. Who dare to influence/pei me,
3) Borrow Books from Lib... ? Im an extremely slow reader... so I think I will stick with the 2nd option.
4) Go shopping for clothes and stuffs and spent $ like till ur pocket is empty? argh>< wasteful? no? yes? normal? women's privilege?
5) Go jog? =.= *considering*
6) Eat sleep play lappy eat sleep play lappy *continue this vicious cycle till sch reopens* sounds so rotten.
7) Work? Neh no lobang... No ppl pei.
8) Re educate myself? like learn bac the things tat i stopped half way.
9) Others? havent think throughly enuf...
Sigh~ most probably I will be sticking wif No.6
ZZzz

Feb...

2010-02-02T02:05:00.003+08:00

4 more days then 5 more UT3 and im offically off...
Holidays...
GG to decide on whether to work or to slack...
Worried about my Ut3... as i said... get D and below... = DEAD

Anime Letter Bee and Hidamari Sketch Season 3 are making me wait...
Family outing is gg to end and the new one arent tat interesting... SAD
Criminal minds season 5 ep 14 is slow... it had aired in USA but no one upload it in china websites... ARGH><

Diana is blocking me out. Father jo is... invisible???

Argh I wan to go High Tea SHAZZZ

My Maths RJ on Friday Jan 8 2010

2010-01-08T18:36:00.000+08:00

If you had the chance to change 1 thing in your life, what would you change?

Response: The 1 thing I will want to change is the way I
think/feel/understand. As if I want to change
something in my life and the something definitely have
to be something that I am most dissatisfied with. But
after changing that something, it means that I will
naturally be content with it and the I will not change
it again. The something that I assumed to be uncontent
with should be in my own view useless and unwanted.
Therefore by changing the way I think/feel/understand
I can change the fact of needing to change again.

Blah~

BTw... I done badly in my Maths UT2... woots... IM GG TO FAIL~

Puzzles

2009-12-19T02:10:00.001+08:00

New year 2010 coming which means CNY coming.. I wanna escape...
Judge me fail me to make u feel im worthless and that U (Fcukers) feel that u are much more superior than me. Thats simply the reason y i hate humans.
Comparing with others, creating a delusional "class" system(stereotyping) to seperate u to the others which since ancient history, ppl had already done tat.
HOW FREAKING NICE....
Commenting that Im rude, How did your parents teach u to be like tat etc etc... Fcukers.. To let u think that u had raised ur freaking child better than my parents does, gd grades, go to uni(woo shit the hell), well educated = gd child = gd parents = wonderful role model.... Zzz HYPOCRITES...
Why has it always have to do wif parents.... We act as an idividual, we have a mind and a freaking body of our own which had its own digestive systems... and that our parents maybe a faction of what are we today (without incuding our teachers, peers, and YA FREAK ASS RELATIVES)
BUT IT DOESNT SIMPLY MEANS TAT EVERYTHING U DO HAS TO BE BECOS OF MY PARENTS... CHALLENGE STEREOTYPING.... BE INDEPENDENT AND OF COURSE BE CONSIDERATE....
YA YA .... im complaining...
I call this post-CNY-family-gathering-stress...

Waiting for sch holidays....

2009-11-28T20:26:00.002+08:00

2 more weeks to go...
sianz
Uts coming... soon... very very soon...
depressed wif the marks i gotten..
mus get over wif it... eventually... i guess...
Kara and Brown eyed girls... <333

Skipping into a habit...

2009-10-28T18:41:00.002+08:00

Skip sch on tue and wed...
didnt planned for them...
It jus happened...
I forgot to charge my hp's batt
Thus i was not able to wake... on time... sianz sianz sianz sianz sianz sianz

Listen to chocolate <3 by SNSD.. FAT~
Ate ice-cream... FAT~
Sleep... FAT~
Play some bigfishgames i dl-ed... which is precracked...
Finish the whole 2 games in 2 days... BORED.
Watched:
The Biggest Loser (American version) <3 it... waiting for season 8
The Biggest Loser (UK version) - watched abit dun like...
The Biggest Loser (Australlia version) season 2 currently watching... watching watching watching watching watching...

The Biggest Loser (Australlia version) season idk which got 1 guy 50+yrs old...
HE freaking lose from 160+kg to 80+kg...
80+kg... OMG tats a overweight human...
HE FREAKING LOSE THE WEIGHT OF A ASM....
OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG
SOMEMORE IN 13 WEEKS ONI... 3mths or so...
OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG
FREAKY FREAKY FREAKY FREAKY FREAKY FREAKY

Saw my sis choices she picked for next yr sec 3... (jus choosing... whether in or not depends entirely on her marks... and i got to say... she mus PRAY HARD...)
she's aiming A maths, pure sci (chem,bio), Humanities(SS/Geo)....

She hate physic, Arts, F&N, D&T... and she wans to go JC...
So we recommend her to aim for pure scis and A maths...
sigh...
Actually her art not bad from my point of view...

Elder sis = sketching gd
Me = any oh how draw gd?

Her is like perfectionist...
her art mus be straight and accurate...
Colours mus not mix... Lines mus be straight...
Perfectionist....
But to her... its not nice/artistic?...
Ma... ne...
*sometimes seeing her draw pisses me off... me dun like neat... me like messy~

Tats y she PRAYING HARD to get A maths... like tat no nid take art or wat la... Zzz
Her sch darn weird.... 3E1 and 3E5 is the worst... 3E2 and 3E4 is sort like the best... weird arrangement....

I sometimes wonder if is it that her sch de maths standard is low or wat sia...
Cos my freaking sis nv study at all for all her sub... esp maths...
and in turn her maths gotten A1 and A2.... FREAKY.... Told u... life's unfair...

IF U HAVE A
FLASHFORWARD
Will U WAN SEE UR 137sec FUTURE?

Ans: I wan i wan
Tats y i dun sleep early.... cos i wan see my own 137sec flashforward~ HEHE^^

Cs...

2009-10-22T02:17:00.002+08:00

Got tons tons tons of Cs for daily grades... depress le...
Marketing i noe nth...
gg @.@

Week 1 - 4P
Week 2 - SWOT, PESTLE, miro-enviromental, maro-??? ARGH... Porter's 5 WTHWTH...
Week 3 - Marketing research, sampling, its process, blah blah...

Sleeping away~

sigh... i think im gg to borrow a book abt marketing... otherwise....
CAnt really depend on my lousy eternal C daily grades...

Communication tat bangala faci... ass...
Web media... BORING...
Cognitive.... killing.... chim...
Maths.... ??? sigh... WTFISH~

Handdowns

2009-10-19T05:25:00.003+08:00

I got a hp from my mother...
her old one... sucky
hers was like a iphone..
come on... mine was like shit...
hating it...
Wish sch holidays come faster...
i really really really cannot tahan any longer...

flying ppl is coming~
if u noe wat i meant...Zzz

Irritating

2009-10-16T20:22:00.001+08:00

My new class was... yups..
They likes chabot class and skip sch...
<3 it

Dun like my daily grades... its all Cs.. sigh nv understand y.. heck care...
Goal: Slack and get C
Good goal right...
Wishing for holidays...
0.0
tats all folks...

I definitely wan $

2009-09-24T22:08:00.012+08:00

Over over the seas~ = overseas...
Lets save and strive to be the slave of the almighty $ god..
I think im an atheist...
I believe oni in $ $ $ and $....
hoho...

That cat is my ideal cat... and the best part is this cat's fur pattern is PRETTTTY~
Yui had her hair cut... refreshing and cool~ not to mention her songs rocks~
Jus for fun... there's a flowchart... i stumbled across in some websites... LAMeows...
addin on to this random thing... im under emergency med... woots... cos im crazy...

0IIIx

2009-09-23T18:40:00.003+08:00

Fishtank change to Himetank to 3piggytank.
random is gd, i mus re-emphasize it.
not interested in F1 = waste time.
Bored so spent more time sleeping.
Slacking.
Counting down to doom's day.
Money is King.
[opo pasdkjhoejisaj dlfjal;sjd;oajnc;oidja;noicdo;asjidc]
See im crazy~

觉悟+觉醒+觉望 = 死亡

2009-09-09T00:03:00.002+08:00

Death of a certain someone dear.
Self-realisation.
I HATE DEATH.
Contradicting-ly Im always fascinated by death, blood and disecting of things...
Wonder y...

On Sat and Sun
- went to red cross from 9am-6pm(sat and sun)
- Hell boring... I slept most of my time.
- Stupid Bangala-lady preach me saying that i was like force to attend and tat i was not enthu... Darn her... Then ask abt my course which pisses me off x2...
- She also commented on my course which made me go Freak u in my heart...
Like wat the F... my course got to do wif 1st aid and CPR... Ass-H...
I cant get ethu wif Little Annie ma... Zzzz
- After tat went to dinner near my house and i took a lift at my hse up wif my noisy litte sis...
- We were like playing and irritating each other in a lift like always and the Ass-H F... Freak uncle living in the 14th storey(cos he press the 14 button) was also in the lift and he suddenly shounted at us...(cos maybe me and my sis was a little bit nosiy BUT REALLY... tat doesnt giv him the right to shout at us... even my father or my grandfather dun do tat to us... who he thinks he is anyway) (lift had oni me, my sis and tat F.uncle)
- I had a bad day(cos of the bangala) so when he shouted at me i took my chance to vent my anger on his riddiculous shout and tat darn bangala who i didnt get to scold her bac COS SHE IS ONE OF THE FREAKING INSTRUCTOR THERE...
- All the !@#$#@!@%$#%@$!$#@%#$@!$@@!$@%^#@$$&^(*)&*^%&$#%$@^%&^*&(^*%&$^#@! came out and i was like saying to him: "go bac to ur 14th floor and F urself la uncle!" when i got out of the lift cos i reached my floor...
Nice... I had a good way for anger manangement i guess!
- Next time i see him i make sure i take his pic a slam him everywhere... Ass...
- No is hope i dun see him again... Zzz

Jus wan to say:
I Love you HIME forever...
U will be always in my heart like ruyi does...

Mon
- My pet hamster died
- the day before she died i hold her in my hand while i feed her bread soaked wif water and cabbage...
- she was there sitting on my hand like when she was a baby while i fed her
- she looked tired and restless
- couldnt move much and her eyes was half opened... half closed like she was gg to sleep or sth...
- then the next day(mon) she died.
- Y someone useless humans get to live while my Hime gets to taken away by the Death gods... Life is unfair...

Tue
- Watched Shangri-La, Time of Eve, Aoi Hana cos baka pa is useless
Q: Kyoko's in love wif someone else and i want to be that person.
Q: They all have someone they like, huh? I wonder if I'll fall for someone too and end up crying like fumi-chan
- Shangri-La OP is kinda nice... wan dl it sia...

Wed
- Grandmother(maternal) Bday
誕生日おめでと。。。
Mission : Do not make her angry...
Simmple? AS IF...

IM HAPPILY ROTTING MY LIFE AWAY~

2009-08-31T23:22:00.001+08:00

HOLIDAYs = SLEEP
hoho...

SAT
Went to Red Cross Centre to take my CPR + AED course...
ME, SHAZ AND SHARMALA PASSED IT~
YAY... BANZAI~
I CAN DO CPR + AED BUT...
If someone had cardic arrest / heart attack and + he/she smokes...
Then really i wish them GD LUCK~
運命の刻へ(Unmei no Koku e)
If they fated to live then gd lor if not...
hoho...
im nice de...

Looking forward for the next lesson~

Pounders for today...
Y 雨(ame) and 涙(namida) always or most of the time comes togther...
hhmmm

Wats ur たいせつなもの
Wats mine also.. hhmmm

I disagree wif the sentence u reap wat u sow...
hard working =/= wat u want
unfair but true...
(my view so dun nid to scold me abt it)

BORING BORING BORING...

sdeswkcab ti gnidaer yrT

2009-08-26T01:13:00.004+08:00

holidays here... no sch... *happy*
- Join sth mus go...
- one is with shaz and the other one is with diana...
- im bored...
- i nid things to interest me... (dun tell me to get out of the hse unless u think there's interest things happening...)
boring stuffs makes me sleepy~

Conclusion...
PPL PLS BE INTERESTING...
Bleh~

Random RULES~
Books~
I like books.. cos one book always leads to another or even more...
They are always clear and understandable and willing to tell if u are willing to read... they dun hid things from u and even if the have hidden meanings/secrets... The secrets/meanings are always readily there for u but u jus have to spent more time to uncover them tats all...
They make you wonder and become emotional... they are always wif u and will nv refuse u and if u dun like this u can always be flicked-minded... so...
issit books great~
woots for the books~

sretho dna lanrete ,dog ,spihsnoitaler ,evol ni eveileb nud i
yawyna ni eveileb i od tahw...
oot tat rednow i?

Thingks...

2009-08-19T00:19:00.004+08:00

Erm.. co-bought a present for baka pa jo...
hope she like it...
Thought of giving her a treat... drinks or food? but i didnt see her since?... yups...
nvm tat...

UT3 is here... damn><
No mood to study...
But totally in the mood of having HOLIDAYS~
HOLIDAY SPIRITS~~~
Skip skip a quite alot of classes....
Do i regret it?
NOPE...
But my grades do...
Sheezes

UT3
1)enterprise
2)science
3)cognitive
4)maths
5)programming

yucks...

Mood: Yucky
Listening to :
Lady Gaga - Wonderful
Do As Inifinty - Meramera
LOVE MY LIFE (METROPOLIS EDIT ) - noddles
Steropony - My Mistake

Read Newsweek de some articles... got me pondering abt some things...
Below is wat the 'product'
Feeling: Sucky... I feel like gg overseas... SG sucks...
Thoughts #1 : Every time i think abt wat am i gonna do wif this diploma and my future i..... yucky...
Thoughts #2 : Wats education, how much shuld we invest in it, is it worth it, do we like it, are we 'smart' enough for it, are the schools gd enuf for us to compete in this world, are we brainwash to study oni, how can we be more innovative and creative, are we daring enuf to leave this 'greenhouse', etc etc...
Thoughts #3 : if i want to study overseas can i even get a loan? how can i repay it? is it worth it? Where will accept me? etc...

opps again i will kena diana scolding...

freaky....

Lastly lets end wif...
Everyone have secrets... Even though how well u think u noe someone... u cant assume tat u really noe them...
I have secrets tat i dun wish to share and i think its alright if others keep theirs to themselves... as it seems fair....
so can i assume tat this still counted as we are friends? or wat?
intereseting hmmmm....
bleh~

off to do a wishlist and to do list for the holidays~~~~

HAPPY BDAY TO BAKA JO PA...

2009-08-15T20:27:00.001+08:00

Ya.. wish u longevity...
AND able to find 到 true 爱 ... haha
BAKA JO PA~

*other issues...

SIANZ... tat damn german show i watched last time... ya after the gal lead i liked died in a fire... (in the show) i discontinued tat show...
NOW ONCE AGAIN WTF...
the spanish show i watched also... sigh..
tat spanish show i kinda like tat one sia... and in the end tat show tat fellow was also killed off in a bullet fight.. WTF WTF WTF WTF

Actually it is the people who wants to leave the show tats y they write them dead but... cant they be more creative.. ZZzz instead of making them dead cant they say they disappear or went overseas... like tat i will feel better ma... ZZZzz ASS... FREAK... ASS.. FREAK...

DAMN><

M.O.Vies

2009-08-10T05:03:00.002+08:00

Hmm saw a few trailers...
Some caught my attention..
Anyone wan watch or interested in them?
haha... but had to wait cos i really dont noe when SG is gg to screen it.
Ma~ne~

Yipes Ellen Page~ in [Whip It]

Next... [The Bind Side]... Prepared to be moved~ and get all touchy~ yucks...

Last we will end with abit horror de movie~ [Lovely Bones] Die die die... kill kill kill... bleh

hhmmm a well mixture right? a comedy - a horror - a touching one... bleh~

ANYONE?

2009-08-08T00:27:00.000+08:00

I think if wan drink... mus drink with friends
Then get hangovers then get drunk...
then it will be more fun?

NDP = REST

2009-08-07T23:38:00.000+08:00

oh great!
one day of rest... BRAVO!

My UT marks for some modules are not tat gd...
Hope i dun get to re-take tats all...
UT3 coming... HELL...
Even if u did really studied for it, it doesnt mean that u will surely get or pass it. Sharks~

The world is unfair, do hate it.

Then after all theses things...
We hav to change classes...
I hope the new class is better or at least similar to my current class...
Hoping is positive... and it always disappoint u...
Sucky right?

Ppl wif mental problems need more time to cure than jus being having a fever or a bad cold.
Patience, support and xxxx are some of the key factors in helping them to recover...
U may think that u noe someone well enuf but in the actaully fact u dont... and issnt tat interesting?
Perception, thoughts, feelings... IT ALL IN UR MIND...
How certain that u think u are not mental?
How certain a mental think they are not a mental?
HOW HOW HOW...
Conclusion : We are all mental, But to wat extend we are? Its really up to us? the world? the society? the culture we live in? etc?

*opps im gonna get scoldings from diana*
watever. Bleh~ not the 1st time anyway~

Its quite a time since i have been near a (smoker), and near i meant literally sitting beside me. Most of the time my COMMON SENSE will tell me to MOVE IT... beside the time where i was sitting in bus 168 and was trapped sitting wif one... his young though... but a smoker...
But really... I MUST SaY I REALLY REALLY HATE SMOKERS BEING NEAR ME...
It was re-confirmed by my classmate...
His late tat day and he sat beside me... I THOUGHT I WAS IN HELL.. and THE BEST PART IS I CANT MOVE COS WE ARE IN A TEAM... ><
SUFFOCATING...
really...

I rather one be a drug addict or a gambler or alcohol addict than smoking...
BTW... im really cool with the fact tat one is a alcoholic... hehe^^

IM BORED AND I THINK I HAVE A HIDDEN TALENT FOR STALKING...
I LIKE IT WHEN I GET TO STALK ONE...
I HATE IT WHEN ONE GETS TO STALK ME...

Random~
I like ellen page, from Juno
Oh god she's cute~ see~ 22yrs old or so but still looks cuta~
I think its her smile.. hhmmm

Wish list..

2009-07-26T21:26:00.001+08:00

1)Wish sch holidays faster come. - My Current Biggest wish...
2) New bag(saved $ for it... wonder how much is enuf)
3) New shoes?
4) MORE HOLIDAYS....
5) SKIP MORE CLASSES...
6) SLEEP MORE...
7) SAVE MORE $$$$
8) MORE TIME~
9) Maple lvl up faster???
10) UT can pass???

Blah blah blah... is tat even wishes... more like to-do list?
Watever...
I HATE SCH... I SHALL CHANGE THIS BLOG TO HATE SCH FOREVER>~<

I HATE SCHOOL...

2009-07-19T12:10:00.000+08:00

Cant i dun go sch...
I really hate sch...
HATE..
AHOR...
DETEST..

DEATH IS IN THE AIR...

Kemono No Souja Erin

2009-07-11T01:12:00.000+08:00

Guarantee nice and touching...
SURE CRY DE~
haha~
(its anime)

Kemono No Souja Erin
<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3
Kemono No Souja Erin
Kemono No Souja Erin
<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3
Kemono No Souja Erin
<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3
Kemono No Souja Erin
<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3
Kemono No Souja Erin
<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

NICE~

I love the recent eps 22 -24
The harp playing is getting better~
*dun understand then NVM LOR (ignore me lor)

UT~ i hate UT~

2009-07-09T18:34:00.000+08:00

Uts this week and the following week~
EEeee

BAKA PA...

2009-06-30T02:39:00.000+08:00

BAKA JO PA IS BAKA...
AND THIS IS IMPORTANT...
WE MUS LET EVERYONE NOE THAT SHE IS BAKA...
EVERYONE BEHOLD THE BAKA...

Faster... 3yrs be gone... RP bb...
Cos i wan study others instead of this...
So faster graduate ba~
( diana say me crazy... ya i think i am...)

FASTER FASTER FASTER...

LIFE DUN HAVE THAT MANI YRS TO GO
SO WHEN YOUNG FASTER DO IT....
COS... LIFES UNFAIR...

Cos if u are a rich(good job or watsoever) female and u are old u are called hag(or even better... a rich HAG)....
Whereas if u are a rich male and u are old u are called diamond bachelor....
WTH
WTF
UNFAIR WORLD...

MAN GETS OLDER AND ITS ALRIGHT
WOMAN GETS OLDER ITS LIKE HELL...

YA... I THINK IM SEXIST...
OR MAYBE I ALREADY AM LONG AGO...
WATEVER...

Random2509

2009-06-26T19:47:00.000+08:00

[c=23][^ASM^][/c]まじでじま[Atones for ur sins, for judgement day is upon us.] says:
ya
MJ DIED
Shafiqah. says:
FREAK
SHUT UP
I WAS SHOCKED.
[c=23][^ASM^][/c]まじでじま[Atones for ur sins, for judgement day is upon us.] says:
lol
Shafiqah. says:
like really.
waa
[c=23][^ASM^][/c]まじでじま[Atones for ur sins, for judgement day is upon us.] says:
lol
Shafiqah. says:
I nearly teared..
[c=23][^ASM^][/c]まじでじま[Atones for ur sins, for judgement day is upon us.] says:
LOL
Shafiqah. says:
=[
[c=23][^ASM^][/c]まじでじま[Atones for ur sins, for judgement day is upon us.] says:

Shafiqah. says:
I was hoping that I could see him.
[c=23][^ASM^][/c]まじでじま[Atones for ur sins, for judgement day is upon us.] says:
LOL
Shafiqah. says:
xD
Realllyy
[c=23][^ASM^][/c]まじでじま[Atones for ur sins, for judgement day is upon us.] says:
one crazy fellow obsessed with phedophil
i was hoping tat he dead and really he did
OMG prayers have been answered
-___________-
LOL
Shafiqah. says:
OMG
YOU EVIL LA
T_T
FREAK YOU
[c=23][^ASM^][/c]まじでじま[Atones for ur sins, for judgement day is upon us.] says:
lol
tat kind of ppl dun deserve to die then who deserves to die
ZZZzz
Shafiqah. says:
=.=
EVERYONE will die one day
ITS JUST HOW YOU
THATS IT.
its not about deserving
[c=23][^ASM^][/c]まじでじま[Atones for ur sins, for judgement day is upon us.] says:
haha
its about
otherwise there's unfairness in the world and injust
then example i go KILL A INNOCENT PPL then do u think i deserve to die
from my point of view u think this act is ACCEPTABLE AND THUS I CAN SEE MYSELF FREE AND GG TO KILL MORE
UNTIL I SUAY KENA SO-CALLED PUNISHED BY GOD (run over a car, heart attack etc)
issit?

You have just sent a nudge.

Shafiqah. says:
you got a point
=.=
BUT STIL
PEOPLE DO GOOD
AND BAD THINGS
[c=23][^ASM^][/c]まじでじま[Atones for ur sins, for judgement day is upon us.] says:
LOL
Shafiqah. says:
THERE IS NO ONE WHO ALWAYS DO GOOD THINGS OR ALWAYS BAD THINGS.
[c=23][^ASM^][/c]まじでじま[Atones for ur sins, for judgement day is upon us.] says:
who cares afterall im brainwashed by SG de education systems since young
Shafiqah. says:
EVERY LITTLE THINGS THEEY DO, MIGHT SEEM DIFFERENT FROM OUR POINT OF VIEW.
=.=
[c=23][^ASM^][/c]まじでじま[Atones for ur sins, for judgement day is upon us.] says:
SG education = u fail u go ITE
I T E = ITS THE END
see
Shafiqah. says:
OMG
TYPICAL
ITS NOT THE END
[c=23][^ASM^][/c]まじでじま[Atones for ur sins, for judgement day is upon us.] says:
ITS REALLY A DEPRESSING WORLD
Shafiqah. says:
ITS A STARTING.
[c=23][^ASM^][/c]まじでじま[Atones for ur sins, for judgement day is upon us.] says:
LOL U START URSLEF LOR
Shafiqah. says:
ITS A STARTING FOR SOMEONE WHO IS NOT GOOD IN EDUCATION.
FOR US WHO CAN GO TO POLY, ITS A STARTING FOR US
YOU GET ME?!?!
DIFFERENT PEOPLE START DIFFERENTLY BECAUSE OF YOUR PACE OF STUDYING.
THATS WHY THERE ARE GENIUS, STUPID, AVERAGE
GET ME??!!?!?!
[c=23][^ASM^][/c]まじでじま[Atones for ur sins, for judgement day is upon us.] says:
ITS THE END OF UR WHOLE EDUCATION.... END OF THE CHANCE TO TAKE A-LVLS AND GO JC
Shafiqah. says:
END OF THE CHANCE TO TAKE A-LVLS AND GO JC. NOT END OF STUDYING.
-
-
-
-
blah blab blah * we talk more and more out of point

Actually i dun hate ITE... i jus feel that GS education systems brainwash us to be depressin tats all.... watever....

continued....

Shafiqah. says:
HE DOING SOMETHING LIKE THAT, IS BAD.
OK
[c=23][^ASM^][/c]まじでじま[Atones for ur sins, for judgement day is upon us.] says:
MAYBE BECOS I READ TOO MUCH ABOUT CHILD ABUSE
BECOS HIS RICH TATS Y HIS NOT CONVICTED
Shafiqah. says:
BUT HIS MUSIC IS CHANGE THE WORLD THAT KIND.
again, say whatever you want.
I LIKE HIM FOR HIS MUSIC.
[c=23][^ASM^][/c]まじでじま[Atones for ur sins, for judgement day is upon us.] says:
YA... TALENT WASTED
Shafiqah. says:
NOT BECAUSE I SUPPORT HIM ABUSING THE CHILD.
GET THAT STRAIGHT
OMG
[c=23][^ASM^][/c]まじでじま[Atones for ur sins, for judgement day is upon us.] says:
HAHA
Shafiqah. says:
=.=
[c=23][^ASM^][/c]まじでじま[Atones for ur sins, for judgement day is upon us.] says:
MEOWS
THIS TELLS U NOT TO READ TOO MUCH DEPRESSING THINGS
OTHERWISE LIKE ME... HEHE^^
Shafiqah. says:
YOU ARE THE ONE WHO SAID YOU'RE A SADIST.
=.=
[c=23][^ASM^][/c]まじでじま[Atones for ur sins, for judgement day is upon us.] says:
ANTI - PEDOPHLIAS
YA I AM
I AM SM
NOT JUS S
HEHE^^
Shafiqah. says:
dont HEHE

[c=23][^ASM^][/c]まじでじま[Atones for ur sins, for judgement day is upon us.] says:
BUT I AM NOT THE SERIOUS TYPE IM ONI THE MINOR DE
HEHE
HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE
HEHEHEHEHE
HEHEHEHE
HEHEHE
Shafiqah. says:
Its not something to be proud of telling pple, I LOVE BEING A SADIST
=.=
[c=23][^ASM^][/c]まじでじま[Atones for ur sins, for judgement day is upon us.] says:
THEN WAT AM I SUPPOSE TO BE PROUD OF?
OMD I LOVE MJ'S SONG WHO IS A PEDOPHLIA
Shafiqah. says:
=.=
stop.
[c=23][^ASM^][/c]まじでじま[Atones for ur sins, for judgement day is upon us.] says:
YUP TATS THE THING U SHULD BE PROUD OF
LOL KK I ACHIEVED MY GOAL - TO PICK ON A RANDOM TOPIC AND MAKE SHAZ ALL HAPPY~
i have no objections for ITE anyway... hehe^^ really~
Shafiqah. says:
IM NOT HAPPY
ASS
=.=
[c=23][^ASM^][/c]まじでじま[Atones for ur sins, for judgement day is upon us.] says:
haha
k sry~
im gg to listen to the ML song
*MJ
man in mirror
i will give feedback after i listen it so chill~
Shafiqah. says:
I DONT ACCEPT BAD FEEDBACKS.
THANKS.
AFK AWHILE.
[c=23][^ASM^][/c]まじでじま[Atones for ur sins, for judgement day is upon us.] says:
k
lol
afteralll in SHAZ / BOB WORLD
u oni listen and see the good things
cos u are blind*opps* haha
k.... his a typical absuer being abuse since young... now wonder his a XXXXXXX but nvm... tats normal
seriously i xxx like his xxxx songs and it did xxx make me cry or what sia. i find the song xxxx xxxx xxxx xxx sang, but nevertheless it xxx xxx xxxxxx xxxxx xxxxxx.
Shafiqah. says:
AGAIN
NEXT TIME
DONT TELL ME
zzz
IM PISSED WITH YOU
GET THAT
Xd

okay this is the end... watever... meows.

CRAZY.S.

2009-06-21T23:02:00.000+08:00

I hav more new nicknames thanks to... BOB.... TAT Flirtatious BOB...
Cos BOB this time flirt with more than dozen of... jello type black pearls...
DOZENS... ZZZzz NVM ABT HER FLIRTING LIST...
[IMPORTANT]
MY NICKNAMES INCREASED THANKS TO HER...
MS,SM, Dr.Crockrach, CRAZY2.

Ya... she and i are both crazy...
On the way back from rp on fri...
We sat in the bus and suddenly... BOB went BONKERS MODE...
LAUGH AND LAUGH LIKE SIAO SIAO...
Cos on the way bac there's another double deck 168 bus, ours is single... ZZz
BOB ssaw it 1st then told me.... Then I too saw it and got REAL PISSED OFF...
AND AGGITATED...
OF COUSRE IN THE LAW OF S-M (SHAZ AND ASM) IF ASM GET IRRITATED SHAZ WILL REJOY AND IF SHAZ GOT ANNOYED THE SAME GOES FOR ME...
So... YA... SHE DAMN HAPPY.... ABOUT IT...
SIAO BOB...
Then i created MS world where there's nth.... and definitely there's no BUS 168.
She hav her BOB WORLD AND I HAV MY MS WORLD (SHE GOT TAT IDEA FROM THE COMMERCIAL)

In BOB world all are nature and animal lovers....
and in there she oni hear the good things(also from the commercial).

In MS world there's NOTHING... BLEH~

IM INTO AKB48
AKB48 is definitely the No.1
BETTER THAN MORNING MUSUME... COS THEY SUCKS...
The ppl i like( I SEE PERSONALITY DE~) mostLY (esp) in AKB48 is mostly from team A
esp.
Haruna Kojima 小嶋陽菜(TEAM A)
Minami Takahashi 高橋みなみ(TEAM A)
Minami Minegishi 峯岸みなみ(TEAM A)
They are also No Sleeves (ノースリーブス) de members... Anyone who watch Mendol will noe ba?

Miyazaki Miho 宮崎美穂(TEAM A)
ACTUALLY MOST OF THE AKB48 MEMBERS I REALLY LIKE DE IS MOSTLY FROM TEAM A HAHA I THINK...
Yūko Ōshima 大島優子(TEAM K)
Akimoto Sayaka 秋元才加 (TEAM K)
SHE'S SPEACIAL...
THIS GAL FROM SKE48 (TEAM S)Matsui Jurina - 松井珠理奈
WOW SHE REALLY... WOW....

SAW TAT... SHE'S ONI 12YRS OLD...
SOME PPL JUZ GROW.... well~

*for ur info
AKB48 is an all-female Japanese theater/idol group. AKB48 currently consists of 48 members divided into three teams: Team A, Team K and Team B. Each team contains 16 members. Unlike other idol groups in Japan, AKB48 is theatre-based and has their own theatre in Akihabara (a district in Tokyo.
Currently, there are 13 members in Team A, 15 members in Team K, and 15 members in Team B, getting to the total of 43 members in AKB48.
* They also hav another one which is called SKE48... but... AKB$* is better and SKE48 is more like a back-up... haha

AKbingo also is nice sia...~ although there's no subs for it... but really... i manage to watch them without subs... so... conclusion: U dun really nid to know jap... haha~
wan watch go this link....
http://www.youtube.com/user/akb1ji59hun

SHAZ AND ME'z LAME TALKS....

2009-06-14T23:18:00.000+08:00

This is really what we talk in MSN...
REALLY REALLY LAME DE... hehe^^

[LAME TALK - SHAZ PERSUADING ASM TO GO SCI CENTRE]
Shafiqah. says:
SHU MEI
friday wan follow go sci centre?
!!!!
must tell me
=.=
weii
[^ASM^]says:
lol
sci centre?
for wat
Shafiqah. says:
yeaa
[^ASM^]says:
friday?
Shafiqah. says:
come leh
got CE points
banana going.
[^ASM^]says:
Zzzz dowat de
Shafiqah. says:
~~
[^ASM^]says:
really...
too late
Shafiqah. says:
see the big big telescope
yea
[^ASM^]says:
lol
late
late
late
Shafiqah. says:
what too late?
not too late
[^ASM^]says:
Late
Shafiqah. says:
=.=
[^ASM^]says:
late
Shafiqah. says:
no la
[^ASM^]says:
latea
late
Shafiqah. says:
can one la.
WOI
[^ASM^]says:
late
late
late
Shafiqah. says:
end at 10pm
[^ASM^]says:
late
Shafiqah. says:
take mrt.
ok
[^ASM^]says:
late
late
Shafiqah. says:
WEI
[^ASM^]says:
late
late
Shafiqah. says:
freak.
[^ASM^]says:
laet
late
late
Shafiqah. says:
you wait
tmr
i smack you
[^ASM^]says:
late
;a
Shafiqah. says:
shut up
bb
[^ASM^]says:
;P
wat time go the briefing
Shafiqah. says:
dunno
ask diana
[^ASM^]says:
haha
Shafiqah. says:
im not going
[^ASM^]says:
LOL
Shafiqah. says:
so you coming ah?
[^ASM^]says:
y?
Shafiqah. says:
FRIDAY
[^ASM^]says:
nope...
Shafiqah. says:
i got PP workshop
=.=
[^ASM^]says:
PP?
Shafiqah. says:
WHYY
COME AHH
[^ASM^]says:
papa
Shafiqah. says:
LATER YOU GO HOME ALONE
[^ASM^]says:
popo
Shafiqah. says:
so dark
=.=
[^ASM^]says:
lol
Shafiqah. says:
freak
bb
[^ASM^]says:
haha
i go i go
can
Zzz
irritatin
Shafiqah. says:
ok
sure ah?

later i pass you the consent form
heh
[^ASM^]says:
ok
Shafiqah. says:
~~
[^ASM^]says:
hhuh?
i thought u gave me
tat is not meh
Shafiqah. says:
that is the adventure race
[^ASM^]says:
LOL
lame
Shafiqah. says:
im talking abt the sci centre one.
you going sci centre~
Wee~
[^ASM^]says:
we primary sch kids huh
lol
sianz
Shafiqah. says:
WEEE
HAHAHAHA
ok
[^ASM^]says:
....
tinky winky
tipsy lala po oh
telebabies
telebabies SAY HELLO OH OH
Shafiqah. says:
LoL
xD
[^ASM^]says:
hehe
new version de
telebabies
hehe
Shafiqah. says:
LoL
[^ASM^]says:
blah blah black pig having any flu
yes sir yes sir S.W.I.N.E FLU
Shafiqah. says:
LoL
NOT BAD AH
AHAHAHAH
[^ASM^]says:
One spread her one speard there
*here
all spread until all kena swine flu
Shafiqah. says:
LoL
thurs
sing for me
THANKS
[^ASM^]says:
lol
Shafiqah. says:
xD
[^ASM^]says:
lol
wan another song
wat u wan?
row row row ur boat
Shafiqah. says:
you composer ah?
D
xD
[^ASM^]says:
speeding down singapore river
omg omg omg i kena fine liao le
Shafiqah. says:
what the heck.
xD
[^ASM^]says:
haha
Shafiqah. says:
k
i restart lappy
=.=
[^ASM^]says:
ding dong bell
hamster in clock
who will it be hamster in the clock
Shafiqah. says:
just finish updating
[^ASM^]says:
haha
Shafiqah. says:
humpreyyy humpreyy hunpreyy bearr~
OMG
I MISS WATCHING BEAR SHOWS
BIG BEAR IN THE BIG BLUE HOUSE.
WASHINGTON
AND HUMPREY BEARR
HAHAHAHA
[^ASM^]says:
lol

[LAME TALK - BOB IS REALLY A FLIRT]
c=23][^ASM^][/c]まじでじま[Atones for ur sins, for judgement day is upon us.] says:
hehe
BOB DUN HOI ME
Shafiqah. says:
i put my motto in habbo as I <3 BOB!
xD
[^ASM^]says:
OTHERWISE I EAT JELLOS
Shafiqah. says:
HAHAHAHA
[^ASM^]says:
u noe wat i mean
Shafiqah. says:
FREAK.
YES I DO.
[^ASM^]says:
the lime green apple jello
tat u re asking for her hp nu,ber
Shafiqah. says:
LoL
[^ASM^]says:
im gonna eat her
then u will nv nv NVVVNVVV get her number
Shafiqah. says:
HAHAH
EAT IT ALL YOU WANT.
xD
[^ASM^]says:
haha
I WILL
AND U WILL AS I SAID NV GET HER HP NUMBER
Shafiqah. says:
hahas
xD
[^ASM^]says:
nv
NV
nv
NV
nv
Shafiqah. says:
ITS FINE.
[^ASM^]says:
NV
nv
Shafiqah. says:

[^ASM^]says:
Nv
nv
Shafiqah. says:
I CAN ALWAYS MAKE ANOTHER JELLO.
[^ASM^]says:
u heartless thing
Shafiqah. says:
AND ASK for her NUMbER
xD
[^ASM^]says:
im gonna tell the jello
u cheater
*i help her sobs
Shafiqah. says:
SHUT UP alr.
[^ASM^]says:
JELLO BOB CHEATED ON U
Shafiqah. says:
SHUT UP.
x.x
[^ASM^]says:
SEE MY DP
Shafiqah. says:
HAHAHA
[^ASM^]says:
nono is pm
Shafiqah. says:
your hamster dancing
[^ASM^]says:
haha
lol
Shafiqah. says:
OMG
[^ASM^]says:
haha
nice right
Shafiqah. If I am BOB, will you be my Jello? says:
xD
HAHAHA
[^ASM^]says:
ya
u re heartless
Shafiqah. says:
xD
[^ASM^]says:
and u re firting wif other jellos
Shafiqah. says:
OMG
stop it alr.
you JELLO LOVER?!?!
WE ARE LOVE RIVALS THEN
HMMPh.
>
[^ASM^]says:
haha
im jnot
imMS
not bob
im jus a helpful MS
im nice de
hehe
Shafiqah. says:
HAHAHA
I FORGOT.
MS HELP TAUGHT ME HOW TO BREATHE
xD
[^ASM^]says:
haha
ya
im nice
hehe^^
Shafiqah. says:
no you are not.
=.=
EVIL.
[^ASM^]says:
im a nice but evil MS
okay
Shafiqah. says:
NO
[^ASM^]says:
GET TAT RIGHT
Shafiqah. says:
=.=
[^ASM^]says:
u brainless baka
nono
bob
ya the all mighty BOB
Shafiqah. says:
HAHAHHAA
STOP OK.
YOU ARE MAKING ME LAUGH
xD
[^ASM^]says:
haha>?
ms dun make ppl laugh
i LAUGH
MUHAHHAHAHHAAA
Shafiqah. says:
HAHAHAAH
FREAK
[^ASM^]says:
HAHAHAAA
MUHAHHAHAHAHAHA
MUHHHHAMUHHAHHMUHAHHAHA
Shafiqah. says:
STOP IT.
[^ASM^]says:
haha
kk
see my PM again
Shafiqah. says:
OMG
=.=
[^ASM^]says:
nice right
Shafiqah. says:
YOU MADE IT SOUND
LIKE IM A FLIRT.
[^ASM^]says:
ya?
YES U RE
im gonna save this converstation
and tell everyone that BOB IS A FLIRT
heh
HEHE
Shafiqah. says:
afk
DURIANS
!!!
[^ASM^]says:
lol
bob really eats rubbish

Sianz sch is here and im not ready for it... HATE RP HATE SCH HATE ALL

2009-06-12T22:03:00.000+08:00

heard from diana tat taiwan UNI NTNU can go sia somemore they provide u but u have to teach there for 2yrs but... i think its worth it... as long as u can GET OUT OF SG....
Watever... GPA mus at least 3.2? sianz i cant even get 2 for my grades... sianz immpossible for me... Sianz i hate the world...

[News] This time it shall not be a long de... short short de will do le

Let's start with SG ba...
- Singapore is one of the 10 most expensive cities in Asia for expatriates(to sent to exile?) to live.
- Globally, Singapore came in 72nd, up from being 114th in 2008.(watever, we are still poor who cares abt this damn ranking anyway)

- S'pore most liveable city in SEA ( U mus be joking, cannot go out late cos all shops and transport services end early sianz)
- Ranks 54th/140th worldwide by the Economist Intelligence Unit.
- 1st in SEA but not among asia la...

- Man had sex with girl, 15
- Both of them met online and chat about more than 3mth before meeting in person, after their 1st date, 2days later they had sex.
- Girl lodged a police report against him, stating that she had had sex with him on several occasions.
- Guy noes girl lodged a police report againest him but... still had sex again with her 5 days after the report was made. ZZzz
(Girl dunno y still have sex with guy after making a police report...)
(Guy stupid enuf)

[Others]

- Earth may collide with Venus(dun undderstand) so if someone read it pls explain it to me... (thx)
http://www.straitstimes.com/Breaking%2BNews/Tech%2Band%2BScience/Story/STIStory_388456.html

- Child labour may go up ( see baka despo rc-addict papa dun be a child abuser la)
- The economic crisis could lead to increased exploitation of children, particularly girls, adding to the 218 million children who are already being forced to work.
- In particular, girls, some 100 million of whom are working instead of in school, could be the 'main losers' if the crisis deepens, said the report.
- cos ppl may chose to sent their sons to sch instead and their daughters to work.
- many girls are working in particularly risky sectors that are less visible or in domestic work. eg, prostitution, in which some 1.8 million children have been forced into.

- Pregnant 'man' miscarries (this is definately talking about despo papa)
- A SPANISH transsexual who was pregnant with twins has suffered a miscarriage, a Spanish newspaper said on Wednesday.
- But 25-year-old Ruben Noe Coronado, who was born a woman named Estefania and still has female sex organs, said he plans to try again (*note tat he is a she)
- He decided to try giving birth after doctors told his female partner she could not have any more children, Mr Coronado interrupted his sex-change procedure(injecting hormones i think) in order to get pregnant through artificial insemination.
- A law that went into effect last year allows Spaniards suffering from 'a sexual identity problem' and undergoing hormonal or endocrinal treatment to change their sexual status without undergoing surgery or a sex change. ( is tat gd... Zzzz)
- In the United States, a 35-year-old man who was born a woman before undergoing gender realignment surgery gave birth to a second child on Tuesday

- Woman sexually assaulted kids (now beware of everyone not juz man oni)
- A WOMAN(39yrs old with 2 kids) who worked at a nursery in Britain was charged on Wednesday with several counts of sexual assault and of making and distributing indecent images of children.
- Police said some of the indecent images could have been taken in the nursery and some had been taken on a camera phone. All the children featured - none of whom had yet been identified - were under four years old. (hhmmm suits me... 4yrs old and below yuummmy... as if)

[Last]
- Banker murder 'crime of love'
- THE behaviour of a Frenchwoman who has admitted to killing a prominent French banker during a sado-masochist session corresponds to a 'crime of love,' a psychiatrist told a Geneva court on Thursday.
- Edouard Stern, 50, scion of one of France's wealthiest families and whose influential circle of friends included President Nicolas Sarkozy(in consulsion his's a RICH GUY LA), was found dead in March 2005 wearing a latex suit(woooo talk about dying pretty), with two bullet holes in the head and two in the torso.
- her defence pleads that it was a 'crime of passion' and not murder
- and blah blah blah so on...

WHATS IMPORTANT IS HE WAS KILLED DURING AAAAAAA SADO-MASOCHOST SESSION SIA...
TATS REAL NICE.... Y ARENT THEY FOCUSING ON TAT... ZZZz

Woots

[WARNING] IGNORANCE IS DISCOURAGED...

2009-06-08T00:23:00.000+08:00

Went out with some ppl to simei... for dinner...
took some pics... ya... and talk talk abit....
the end...

[News Flash][Loacl]
'Calibrated approach' needed?
Foreign VS local debate

Foregin(favour)
- An employer too spoke up in favour of foreign workers, and complained about the high turnover rate of local workers. ( ya right, they re cheaper and better)
- Foreigners are important and contribute( thats what the MP says la, whether anot they will 'contribute' in a good way its hard to determine)
Foregin(disfavour)
- Argue that permanent resident had the same or even more benfits than locals ( Why shuld they have the same benfits as us the SINGAPOREANS... sianz then what's the difference of being local ornot when the governments care more abt u-noe-who)
- Singapore can survie without foreginers ( depends... high certificates de i can accept, but some really... ZZzz)

In his responses, Mr Gan underlined the need for balance between keeping foreigners to boost Singapore's economy and keeping jobs for Singaporeans.
Mr Gan said: 'We need to manage and strike a calibrated approach. Foreigners are important and contribute but we must always find ways to help Singaporeans compete.'

SAY NO NID MONEY DE LA... AS WAT WE ALWAYS SAY ONI NOE HOW TO TALK, NO ACTIONS.

[Next]
'Inside jobs' a threat
Disgruntled employees have access to data; some staff unwittingly misuse information

A poll in Europe of 600 workers released in April backs this up: 1/3 had no qualms selling out their companies for the right price.

Almost 9/10 said they had access to valuable company secrets and 2/3 believed they would have no problem smuggling the data out.

Similar cases were happening in Singapore...

Conculsion : Mus learn how to hack,hacking is useful.

[Next]
Growing the 3Es

Last time
3Ms - MediShield, Medisave and Medifund.

Now NEW AND IMPROVED (diao)
3Es - ElderShield, Eldersave and Elderfund.

Elderfund helps the elderly poor pay their hospital bills.
ElderShield is insurance for severe disability.
Eldersave is a new concept to help the young set aside enough Central Provident Fund money to provide for their old-age health-care needs.

When the 3Es are fully in place, Singaporeans will be able to age with peace of mind, and have access to good and affordable long-term care, be it at home, in a nursing home or in a community hospital - Said Mr Khaw

Refering to the next artical that i will be saying,
do u think:
1stly - Will we live that long? ( more and more elderly will commite sucides and commit crimes like what is happening in Japan, a highly developed country, which may probably happen to Singapore as populations ages.)
2ndly - (related the the next article) Can they ensure that we are able to 'protect' ourselves when we are old.
3rdly - By the time we are old enuf for that(i meant eligible for using it), will it 'really' help?

[Next]
More elder abuse cases
Most common are physical abuse and neglect; financial abuse also on the rise

Ms Helen Ko, executive director of the Centre For Seniors, said: 'When people are under pressure and financially strapped, there is a higher chance they will neglect the elderly.'

Mr Wong Lit Shoon, chief executive of the Singapore Action Group of Elders Counselling Centre, said calls to the centre were down by about 1,000 last year, compared to the more than 7,000 calls it received in 2007.

Callers request medical aid as well as report abuse.

YAY TOLD U WE HUMANS ARE PATHETIC...

[World]
Aussie presses dairy subsidies

The US Agriculture Department said in late May it will subsidise about 92,000 tonnes of dairy products headed for the world market to help US farmers hit by plunging international prices and trade volumes, the first time in 5 years it will use its subsidy programme.

Australia and neighbouring New Zealand, both major dairy exporting countries, have led protests against the moves.

Cairns Group ministers urged WTO members to not follow US's 'lead' by doing the same thing.
COS TATS PROTECTISM...
*The Cairns Group is an interest group of 19 agricultural exporting countries, composed of Argentina, Australia, Bolivia, Brazil, Canada, Chile, Colombia, Costa Rica, Guatemala, Indonesia, Malaysia, New Zealand, Pakistan, Paraguay, Peru, the Philippines, South Africa, Thailand, and Uruguay.

Recently USA is gg protectism. WORLD BE CAREFUL~

[Next]
Yuan as reserve: Russia
CHINA'S yuan could become a world reserve currency in the next decade, Russia's finance minister said on Saturday, as Moscow seeks to whittle away at the U.S. dollar's dominance.

But China's yuan is still not fully convertible, could that 10 years for them to liberalise ecomony and make yuan convertible.
IF, IF succeeded China's yuan may be a new world reserve currency.
But it involves some big steps in terms of governance, controls, etc
Can china handle it?.... hhmmmm...

China and Russia, the world's No. 1 and No. 3 biggest holders of foreign exchange reserves, have expressed unease about the volatility of the U.S. dollar and called for discussions on ways to create rival reserve currencies.

Seeing how the impact of the greennotes(USA's $$$), maybe its time to open up to other new world reserve currency, reducing reliance of GREENNOTES.

Is the role of USA being the leader of the world changing to China or Russia, or is it that China and Russia are trying to reduce the 'power' of USA or maybe CHINA AND RUSSIA are trying to take the lead in the encomoy? who noes... sianz theses countries sure have lots of 'actions' and 'things to 'talk'.
But 1 thing for sure... DUN DEPEND ON 1 CURRENCY... DUN OVER RELY ON THE GREENNOTES.
^.^

[Next and LAST]
Indian students rally in Sydney

SYDNEY - Indian students marched through central Sydney, to protest recent attacks that have generated outrage. It has become a diplomatic headache for Australia.
*noting that Australia is an increasingly popular study destination with students from around the world. In 2007, over 455,000 international students enrolled in courses in Australia. India is the 2nd largest number of international students studying there.(63,604 studentS)

About 200 students chanting 'end racist violence now' made their way through the city, following a wave of assaults on students that Indian media have dubbed 'curry bashings,' with headlines such as 'Australia, land of racists.'

'We are also trying to raise the message about the reasons why this violence is occurring and why international students, in particular, are being victimised.'

Fears the protest could turn violent after police had to break up a similar demonstration in Melbourne last week proved unfounded, with authorities not reporting any incidents.

Bollywood's biggest labour union said last week that its members would refuse to work in Australia until attacks on Indian students ceased.

The issue came to a head late last month when student Sravan Kumar Theerthala was left comatose after being stabbed with a screwdriver by gatecrashers at a party.

Actually there are always racism in every country and towards every international students, but it really depends how serious it can get. Truthfully, other countries racism were even worst off than Australia's, but its jus that the victims did not rebuke YET, maybe this incident may become a warning to other countries to step up on sercurity and think of ways to 'protect' them maybe? Or maybe a headstart of more cases of international students from other countries protesting?

*noting that many overseas universities depend on revenue from foreign students and as they see India as a great catchment area. Even countries like USA and UK are also trying they best to attract indian students to study in their countries.
REASON ARE BELOW.

First, Indian universities do not have the places to accommodate all those who apply, especially in professional courses. For a country of more than 1.1 billion people, there are only 400 universities and last month, more than 311,000 candidates took the entrance examination to win one of the 6,872 places in the seven Indian Institutes of Technology and a few other institutions.

Second, because of India's caste-based reservation system, about 50% of places - or as high as 69% in the southern state of Tamil Nadu - are reserved for students from underprivileged and backward castes. So a large number of bright students belonging to the upper castes do not get places in courses and institutions of their choice.

Third, overseas education is perceived to be superior to that provided by most Indian institutions and is valued highly in the job market.(who doesnnt think that overseas educated are better than local de lei Zzz)

Fourth, unlike in the past when Indian students went to overseas universities only if they were assured of a scholarship, now middle-class parents are willing to support their children's education in universities abroad and banks provide educational loans at attractive interest rates. (how is wish my parents will do that)

*Something interesting that i found,
Choices of courses:
Indians students - medical, engineering and computer-related courses. (fewer than 800 engineering PhDs annually whereas about 400 Indians win these PhDs from US universities alone *impressive*)
China students - business administration and management, followed by computer science and information systems, medicine, nursing and health services

Im always envied students able to go overseas to study.
BUT I HAVE NO MONEY.
So conclusion - MONEY IS KING
HEHE^^
Questions to all:
If,IF i say,IF u have money(minus qualificaions), which country u wan go and wat course u want to study?
I will say mine in the next post.

Other minor news
[1st China gay pride week starts]
[Asian ties vital
Small nations like S'pore need to strengthen links with regional partners like Ningbo to prosper]
[Be prepared if flu spreads in Singapore]
[S'pore confirms 15th flu case]

How sadistic a person can be.... The future of the world of dim... DAMN DIM....

2009-06-05T02:12:00.001+08:00

Once in a while i will go online to the straitstimes to look at whats happening in the news... or around the world...
Often i see sadistic acts commited by... YES fcking humans... Day by day week by week... the acts gets more sadistic and .... ya pervertic
from rape to murder from terrorism to starvation

ya.. the world is gg to end... not by nature but by us...
YAY HURRAY.... LETS ALL DIE...(Provided all idoits/Fuckers die 1st in a horrible state of course) - then tat will be fair....

Man planned wife's rape online - KANNAPOLIS (North Carolina)
Brits guilty of sadistic murder - LONDON (Britian)
9 killed in cafe bombing - BAGHDAD
Man posts sex assault live - PHOENIX (dunno where)
And also last time i read one even gross de...
A girl forced to have sex with a dog...
TMD freaking ass lor

EVEN in SINGAPORE...
WWWOooo TMD curse all Paedophiles
DIEEE>>>>

Paedophile gets 12 years
Ex-teacher jailed over molest

YAYA... its the recent de
sianz and no doubt... its really in SG de

No wonder i treat hamsters better than humans... hehe^^

Holidays~

2009-06-02T17:40:00.000+08:00

Sick for 3 days or so... thought i will die tat time or at least high fever until i go retared... but nvm...

Mon 1st jun
- sleep the whole day
- woke up in the afternoon
- went bball
- made shaz do sth stupid wif me hehe^^
- went home SLEEP SOMEMORE.

Tue 2nd jun
- sleep whole day AGAIN
- woke in the afternoon AGAIN
- slack/ roll around

Most likely i will be spending my holidays like tat hehe^^
NOT BAD SIA
Sent a e-mail to the strings ensemble stil havent gotten a reply... sheeezess
if they dun wan me i can go join others de... waste my time

To do list
[5th jun - Fri] There will be a half-hour briefing on the 5th of June (Friday) at 3.30pm. At North Agora (near the main entrance of Koufu).
[8th jun - Mon] Actual Day of the NSI competition

Wonder go there do wat sia ZZzz

I think im into Kpop...

2009-05-25T01:24:00.000+08:00

Hmmm i think im a fan of Korean music, cos recently the amt of jap song im dl-ing has decreased drastically...(they cant seems to interest me anymore...)

Ft island musics
Examples
F.T Island - After love
F.T Island - Missing You (this song de starting very classical)

Loveholic - Sad movie

Park Ji Yoon - In My Fading Memory ( her 7th album got tons of nice nice de songs ohhh)

Lee Hyori - Hey Mr. Big

And also.. my sis doing some facebook test... about bands and etc...

then she do the kpop bands tests... then tat was the time i realised tat there re sooo many bands in korea sia... haha

Weird band names like 2am 2pm, 2NE1, after school?

Now is like soooo late and i still havent sleep... not planning to sleep cos i noe i cant wake... HAHA sucker UTs... Monday de UT is enterpries skills...
SIANZ
im unprepared...

Mmmmmm meows>< the smell of Chinese dumplings makes me hungry....

sianz

2009-05-24T21:11:00.000+08:00

All the sianz sianz de UT coming...
After that damn race im really drained...
I meant my energy.

I wan eat dumplings~
meows><

Hs... we take driving liscences together la~
haha...
Sunday i juz sleep all the way till 8 plus...
then i miss tat bball game.. ZZzz SIANZ
feel like not gg to sch 2moro...
cos im abit sick i thinkZzz
But but but but theres tat damn UT...
EEEEEEEeeee

Sony with a chance and the wizard of waverly place( i think is spelled like this)
IS nice..
hoho....

I HATE SCH...

LAME...

2009-05-19T23:16:00.000+08:00

My day today...
I was struggling in cognitive ( as usual)
then i saw shaz online so we talk...
This is part of our conversation haha....

[c=23][^ASM^][/c]?????[Atones for ur sins, for judgement day is upon us.] says:
....
tinky winky
tipsy lala po oh
telebabies
telebabies SAY HELLO OH OH
Shafiqah. says:
LoL
xD
[c=23][^ASM^][/c]?????[Atones for ur sins, for judgement day is upon us.] says:
hehe
new version de
telebabies
hehe
Shafiqah. says:
LoL
[c=23][^ASM^][/c]?????[Atones for ur sins, for judgement day is upon us.] says:
blah blah black pig having any flu
yes sir yes sir S.W.I.N.E FLU
Shafiqah. says:
LoL
NOT BAD AH
AHAHAHAH
[c=23][^ASM^][/c]?????[Atones for ur sins, for judgement day is upon us.] says:
One spread her one speard there
*here
all spread until all kena swine flu
Shafiqah. says:
LoL
thurs
sing for me
THANKS
[c=23][^ASM^][/c]?????[Atones for ur sins, for judgement day is upon us.] says:
lol
Shafiqah. says:
xD
[c=23][^ASM^][/c]?????[Atones for ur sins, for judgement day is upon us.] says:
lol
wan another song
wat u wan?
row row row ur boat
Shafiqah. says:
you composer ah?
D
xD
[c=23][^ASM^][/c]?????[Atones for ur sins, for judgement day is upon us.] says:
speeding down singapore river
omg omg omg i kena fine liao le
Shafiqah. says:
what the heck.
xD
[c=23][^ASM^][/c]?????[Atones for ur sins, for judgement day is upon us.] says:
haha

LAME RIGHT... I NOE I NOE...
BRAIN GETTING CRAZY...
sianz

Things i wan to do by this yr:
1) take driving lisense
2) save more $
3) get more sleep
4) pass all my modules (at least a B la... C sucks)

LASTY... J IS DESPO.. hehe^^

My 'Family' Complex

2009-05-13T20:19:00.000+08:00

My new 'Family' consist of:
My father - Jo and My Step mother - Aili
My father filrt around alot so... he hav alot alot of mistresses and wifes...
Becos of this... i dun really noe who my real mother is...

My Step mother on the other hand had a daughter... DIANA...
My step mother also had alot of affairs... IF IM NOT WRONG...
BUT STILL MY FATHTER AND STEP MOTHER ARE STILL NOT DIVORCE YET...
haha

MY FAMILY IS COMPLEX...

UT is coming...
HATE IT
MY programming suck like hell as ususal.
sigh sianz
HOW I WISH THE HOLIDAYS COME FASTER...
WISH....

Sleepy

2009-05-08T20:00:00.000+08:00

I am now in rp.... waiting for all to finish their bball trial...
Sianz
Thx godness 2moro is weekend... hohohohohooo...
Slacking days....
LOL
UT test is coming.... dunno when... sianz
HAte programming hate cognitive... hate sci.... OMG
IT seems tat I REALLY HATE ALL....

ZZZzz

I done a short quiz abt How well u noe ASM in facebook....
5qns oni...
dun u think u noe me well cos.... all u noe de all others noe also...
so wat makes u think u noe me better than the 'ordinary' ppl...
HEHE
IM EVIL....

Wonder wat time this trial end sia....
NOW already 8 plus....
I need at least 2hrs to reach home....
SIANZ

SNDS = Girl's Generation

2009-04-30T23:16:00.000+08:00

haha watched their dance... NICE sia...
in terms they are very sync with each other and notice how they move so fast and orderly... im impressed.
REAL NICE~
Imagine so many people dancing... i expect it to be messy.... but it's the opposite of wat i had expected.... NICE~
I prefer the white version... which is the so-called 2ndversion dance of theirs...
the colorful version is not as nice as the white one.... IF U WAN COMPARE LA
........................................................................
BTW the 1st video in the blog is the white version hor....

baby wonder girls is cute...

New varitey show is ..... how to say sia.... WEIRD...

Late...

2009-04-30T22:30:00.000+08:00

Late 2 times in this week....
TMD...
Minus 0.5 sia....
I HATE RP...
SURE D de...
NOW im REALLY praying for Cs...

SIANZ SIANZ SIANZ SIANZ SIANZ

3Words that starts with S.....

2009-04-27T20:23:00.000+08:00

wif the same number of letters....

AND

THEY ARE SIANZ, SLEEP AND SUCKS...

This is the feeling that RP gives me....

School life... SUCKS

2009-04-25T21:52:00.001+08:00

In rp for the 1st week...
everyday need wake at 5, out by 6, reach interchange at 6.30, board the bus 168 before 7, reach rp before 8.30
....
This shall be my 1yr life...

Im having problems with scoring in rp....
Zzzz i got like among 5 modules i had 3 Cs and 1 B oni
SIANZ
It sucks...

Motto for the yr : SURVIE. and Sleep vs Food = Sleep wins

SIANZ
SIANZ
SIANZ
SIANZ

YA. IT SUCKS.

2009-04-15T01:16:00.000+08:00

I didn't go to the orientation on WED.
YAY.

Im into Radwimps and K-on(anime de Ending song) music...
NICE~
Actually for the K-on (anime de ED),
The title for the song is called 'Don't be Lazy'
Some ppl suggest i change the blog song to tat... but haha... ya... i like this current blog song also... so... maybe later ba~

Go to the links and listen them for urself ba~
they re real NICE~
And they hav subs~(eng) woots
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-A28kvuvHks
and
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pPeG27F_vok&feature=related

...........

2009-04-08T12:55:00.001+08:00

Dream on...

Gone.nvm

2009-04-08T12:44:00.000+08:00

Ya... the cat was gone...
so much for the wish of keeping tat cat...
Sianz

Conclusion - This world sucks...
12days to rp...
1) havent done my CPF thingy
2) havent gotten my lappy + configure the lappy
3) still in daydream/slacker mode
4) start hating the world... from major to minior things
5) havent thought of wat to do after graduating this weird course
6) dun hav a goal in life
7) sucks at everything esp. english
8) hate chinese very bery very bery much

Hamsters.Cats.

2009-04-03T17:44:00.001+08:00

Hmm... my hse de staircase there got 1 cat sitting there...
Orange de... maybe is pregnant. Had a funny meowing sound and is super super unfriendly(in the sense when u wan pat her she retreat). (But at least she dun intend to scratch u or wat... jus retreat...)

If she really pregnant and even giv birth i wish i can hav one...
Waaaaa kittens....
haha~
But hamsters and cats... together.... hhmmm....
WAtever... i dun even noe for SURE tat its anot pregnant....

Soul Eater(anime) is finished... 51ep end...
Sianz... i thought it will be a long anime cos the manga is still continuing...
EEwwww
Recommend shows sia... im bored...
Thx diana for recommending FAMILY OUTING, but really... i noe tat show long time ago... but really not interested in it...(even so now hehe^^)

Rotting away....
Count down 17days to my terror....
TO HELLL WIF TAT...

Sigh

2009-03-24T09:56:00.000+08:00

Sianz now i really really regret deleting the old blog of mine...
Making a new one is sooooo MAFAN....
And i hate Manfan things...

Zzzz So tats y my new blog is so simple and HEHE... CHILDLIKE...
Watever...
waste like 1/2hr(or less?) to make one like this...
EEeee MAFAN...
1/2hr slow? fast? i dunno... i think SLOW BA...
Maaaneeee....

The previous blog hav tons of my CUTE hamhams PICs waaaaaa
aaaaaaaaaaaahhhh

REGRET SIA...

WATEVER....

DAMN APRIL DAMN APRIL DAMN APRIL
@.@
Im starting to hate april tats all...
APRIL SUCKS :)

Im BORED... (As Usual)

2009-03-22T16:46:00.000+08:00

Blah~
Im at home all the time...
I eat, sleep and play com.
Then I went out on 13march to rp wif shaz to pass things up.
And i regretted...
Sianz Queue until i go siao siao...
Zzzz
In the end I still havent pass up tat CPF form thingy...
Sigh... Sianz

RP orientation thingy im not GG....
COZ I DUN WAN...(got friends liao there so i dun think i nid to go ba)
My parents bought me a lappy...
So i think i dun nid to go RP de IT fair...
Lappy havent arrived so i dun noe wat's it's like (or the model)
Dun wish to noe... Can use will do le.

April is Coming... I HATE IT...
This means i have to go school liao...
EEEEEEEWWWWW

Recently IM SUPER INTO BLEACH AND SOUL EATER...
WAAAAAaaaa
And after watching them within 2-3 days...
I became BORED...
NTH ELSE TO WATCH SIA...
RECOMMEND SIA...